I don’t think most people should be blogging at one o’clock in the morning. I don’t think most people should be blogging while they had a few too many miller lites. :P
In anycase, I feel the need to jot down the events of the evening from start to finish so that I don’t forget them and to clearly figure out how the night transpired. (it’s also a good way to work the alcohol out of my system).
I hung out with a good friend of mine and we went to Lime — Okay food… I had never had the “mini” dishes before so I opted for a try — the food was good but I doubt I would ever say “let’s go to Lime,” in the future. After dinner and an impromptu visit by an old-coworker, off to badlands we went. After 2 hours it seemed like an uneventful evening
but clearly didn’t turn out that way. boy was I wrong.
Now I am not going to name names here, let’s just say that I made someone mad and someone called me out on it. I’m not going to try to sit here and explain every little detail however to summarize the situation — I am completely disappointed at myself overall on how I started, acted and reacted towards this situation. I don’t know if it was the alcohol (good excuse right?) or me in my raunchy mood this week but I let that evil petty person inside of me to rear its ugly head out. It’s terrible, really terrible.
Suffice it to say, I am over it. I am over it all. I will not allow this evil to sprout out of me again. To allow myself to stoop to that level is disgusting. Even though I was surprised by the direct result of this evil, I nonetheless had an eye-opener and realized that this can not happen ever again. I can’t let it happen ever again.
This experience has now me rethinking what I really need to do. I really need to focus on myself, my family and my close friends. That’s what is true to me. I won’t allow petty issues and petty people to get the best of me. As I learned in my professional life - never give anyone the opportunity to find fault in you - you can still be #1 by being in the middle of the pack. And as of this blog post, that is what I am going to hold true and try to enact all the time (except when I’m sleeping of course)….
Nighty Night All…